I’m sitting on the floor in my bedroom. One of my roommates is at the beach enjoying the perfect weather. My other roommate has yet to emerge from her room, but I have heard signs of life. It is nearing mid-day, but I am still in my pajamas. And other than installing important uploads on my newly repaired laptop, I haven’t done much with my day (unless you count flipping the water bottle without spilling very much an accomplishment). Still, I have a task to do. I just don’t know how to go about doing it…
Today I am going to write an update newsletter, something a little more formal than the sorts of posts that I put here. Something to mail/email to my friends and family each month. I really do want to stay in better contact with people in the states while I’m down here in the Southern Hemisphere, and I want it to be as simple for everyone in the states as possible. So, a newsletter is a great idea, right?
Right, so why am I so hesitant? Why am I dragging my feet? Because I have to include a section about financial support–my school is making some changes in the way that they pay all us missionary teachers, and so financial support from home is going to become even more important. But I feel awkward and backwards mentioning money to my friends and family, especially during a period of economic recession… Still, as my friend Jenna (a missionary with Word Made Flesh assures me), it’s all God’s money anyway. So I just need to ask, and then let God take care of it all. But, it is difficult, and I am intimidated by my task…
Other than the irrational fear that’s been marring this morning, I have enjoyed being back in Brazil. I arrived last Thursday morning and was met by a friend at the airport. And, I’ve spent the past week renewing/building my Brazilian friendships and working in my classroom to prepare for the upcoming schoolyear. Thanks to the generous support of the First United Methodist Church of Belen, New Mexico my English classes all have new novels to read this year! So, I’ve gotten to organize those in addition to working on my syllabi and creating lesson plans.
And, I’ve also taken some time to enjoy the few vacation days I have before we officially get started next Wednesday. I’ve popped over to the beach a few times–in fact, I may join my roommate there later today. And, I went with a group of friends to hike Pedra da Gavea–a mountain that I see daily from my bedroom window. That was a physically difficult but tremendous day! So many blessings all around me every day…
Anyway, I’m only postponing the inevitable here. I need to stop stalling and move on to the imminent task at hand… Or, at least, I need to change out of my pajamas.
My thoughts and prayers are with you today and everyday,
Amy
PS- If you would like to receive a copy of my completed newsletter and think that I may not have your email, just let me know.
Humble yourselves, therefore, under the might hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:6